What We Lose By Using Instead of Creating - as devs and agencies
I started building things when I got my first dev job at 19. Not because I was trying to be special, but because I wanted to understand. I wanted to experiment and break stuff safely. That path later turned into what became our stack - Grace Web (PHP framework), our CMS, and a set of JS classes (no HTML or CSS framework, those are usually the easy part anyway).
I was uncomfortable using other people’s stuff from day one, and I still am. At 19 it wasn’t about “shipping” anything - it was about learning. I learn by building, breaking, and understanding systems from the inside. Relying on tools I didn’t fully understand felt like skipping the lesson. Only a few years later I realized it also becomes part of what you ship to clients.
That discomfort aged well.